It's only Thursday night and I've felt so many good moments come along. It's just great, it not only leaves me a little warmer inside but gives me even more hope for the future. It's a mix of so many things, small little changes to good friends working through things to small family issues and a sense that things are moving forward and they're being worked on. I no longer feel like I'm behind on everything, I have a sense of accomplishment every day and I'm not cutting myself off from friends and social environments. I do have to say that there are a few friends I very badly need to check in on and catch up with but I'm sure time will allow such things very soon with the weekend coming up.
Have you ever worried about something that you knew was coming? I mean worrying to the point of dreading it full out? Perhaps it hasn't been quite that extreme but one main project I'm working on is a high pressure one. It HAS to be good. Just by the mass of time that I've put into it through the past year, it MUST be a success. I'm sure it will be. In a way, I feel like it already has been. I've learned so much through day to day interaction with my client and how to keep things going well, never to promise too much too soon and to really take some time to get things right before handing them over. Anyway... My point was back to the things coming up. In the case of this project, it's finally the meal. And you know what? It looks like it's the perfect portion. It doesn't seem overwhelming, I know I can do it and how is that? One mouthful at a time. And you know what else? Each bite is pretty sweet. It might be pie or brownies.
There are some things that have been on my heart this week and at membership (at freechurch) a question was put out right at the end. The pastor asked if anyone had anything that was on their heart this week that they wanted everyone to pray for and really the thing that I had there was my grandma. It was sitting on my whole heart. It's a big thing. But yeah, in speaking to the size of the importance, I'm just about done at the studio so I think I'm going to rush home and see if I can spend a little bit of time with her. I really don't do that nearly enough. The last month of rarely being at home hasn't helped it increase any either.
Anyway, I hope everyone else is having a stellar week.
Love to all from a pretty happy place,
J
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