This is a little removed from the moments that were yesterday but I want to put it up here cause it was something totally unexpected.
So yesterday was a little bit of a rough morning, waking up wasn't my favorite thing for the day. I slept pretty late still trying to get over my cold and since my mind was processing a lot of things I'm sure I was mentally a little tired.
I awoke to a beautiful summer day. The house was open, there was very little breeze and I stayed in my room for quite a while, composed an email, posted some new photos and let the day wear on me a little. The weather wasn't helping the morning but once the afternoon hit I made my way to the main level where it was a little cooler. Emotions had flared already for the day and I was well composed. I walked through the living room (where I'm sitting right now) and saw something pretty regular. My parents replaced the bay window in the summer and we haven't yet got grown up blinds to fit into the windows. We have those newbie paper blinds right now. Super classy I tells ya. Anyway, the windows being open and the wind being constant the blinds seemed to hover about 2 feet away from the wall motionless.
Um... okay.. why is this important??? A few of you are thinking.. strange!!!
It wasn't another one of my moments where things snap into perspective but I did end up picking up a notebook I had lying around and started working on my special project again. Within a few minutes I had a couple pages all well focused and great things to do including the aesthetics that I wanted, the various components and stages involved. The feeling was a familiar one. It was just buckets of inspiration. The same inspiration and drive that makes me do lots of work or none at all in the span of a week. Something about all the events of the past few weeks had come together and inspired me. I took a moment to ask myself what I was really doing with my life, took some time to refocus and there the inspiration was.
I was expecting the whole day to drag on and be bleak but it was such an uplifting one I couldn't possibly have any hard feelings for anything. It's definitely one of those things that had to happen and was supposed to happen just as it did. Talk about clouds with silver linings. With the right perspective there was no cloud at all. There may have been some turbulence but it's just another adventure in this thing called life.
Anyway, today is a work day as I have a meeting tomorrow. I best get to it. I have a lot of catching up to do from being sick and unmotivated to do actual work. Really... I just can't wait.
Oh... a super bonus of the day is that I'm going to see Transformers tonight at midnight. AMAZING!
Peace, love and rock,
Eye opening experiences that make you smile to all,
J
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