Thursday, December 4, 2008

Can't stop thinking or wanting to write.

Well... it's been a long day and I'm uber tired. It must have been the late night last night. In a moment I'll put down my laptop turn over and I'll be asleep in no time. It'll be tomorrow before I want it to be, before I've had sufficient time to completely recharge. The weekend will begin in a whir of events, plans and for this weekend I think I'm just rolling with it. I'll enjoy the moments and report back when all is said and done and I need another weekend to recuperate the energy lost. And it will be worth it.

Right now I almost feel like I need to stay up longer till my head sorts itself out. I feel going to bed now will almost be like shutting off a computer in the middle of an important task. What am I thinking of you may ask? Everything.

What does tomorrow hold for me?
Where am I with my recent thoughts and reflections on faith?
What's next for me in my love life?
Is it a bad time for me to date?
What do I have to do to make January a success by finding a job?
Do I want to stay in the city I'm almost discovering for the first time or move away from it?
Friends I haven't seen in years but had really close connections with. What now?
Why do my eyes burn when they get tired?

Well it seems more questions are brewing but I'm crashing as I write this. I better turn off the light before I wake up in the morning with my computer on the floor, my lights still on and a crick in my neck.

Night all. Love ya,

J

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